Tuesday, August 31, 2004
-8/31/2004 09:56:00 PM
exams are finall over. not a tinge of excitement at all. Instead, I wished this day would just pass quickly or never even happened.
everything so well planned, looking forward to it the whole week, disappointed again. just screw off satan and stop messing with my life.
I have no one to blame but myself anyway. What was I even thinking then?
Monday, August 30, 2004
-8/30/2004 04:41:00 PM
what's going on in my mind right now.
vv
i'm tired, weary,annoyed,beat,bored ,broken-down.. burned-out.. collapsing..consumed, distressed, dog-tired, done for, done in, have,drained,my, drooping,limitations, droopy, too,drowsy, empty, morerespect,mom,noavail,enervated, exasperated, stubbornasu,fagged, faint, fatigued, fed up, finished, flagging, haggard, irked, irritated, jaded, narcoleptic, overtaxed, overworked, petered out, played out, pooped, pooped out, prostrated, run-down, sick of, sleepy, spent,threatens, ouch,scared,zilch, nobody, trying my best, not enuf, cantbebothered, neither,usual,nomore,stale, tuckered out, wasted, weary, whacked, worn, worn out.. see how it goes
Friday, August 27, 2004
-8/27/2004 05:31:00 PM
3 more papers to goo!!!!! And I'm not gonna study anymore! woohoo!!!! haha... sigh....
classmates planning a sports marathon after the last paper which ends at 915am! soccer, basketball, swimming, tennis etc.... shiok!!! after that, dinner at seoul garden and straight to the movies!!!! then it's off to lionel's house for party!!!!!!!!
dun think I'll join my classmates though :p
can't wait!!!!! but gonna be soooo broke on tues! haha...
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
-8/24/2004 08:29:00 PM
what the hell is wrong wif JC teachers these days??
what are they trying to do? competing which sch sets the hardest papers?
bleah.
worst still, my head was a blank when I sat for the paper. Mental block getting on my nerves.
ah well.
just hope It doesn't happen for the As. or else...
hmm.. lemme see...
first paper was chem pract. Screwed it up coz I thought brown was green, and thought off-white was pure white...
2nd paper was GP... essay was ok... couldn't write anything for AQ on globalisation
3rd paper was math paper 1... die
4th was phy pract.. it was alright....
5th was phy paper one and two... super careless... die...
today was chem paper 3... left half empty... or rather.. I filled half the paper.. looking around, I saw everyone struggling to finish the paper at the last few mins, while I was just gazing at my paper wishing information would just fly into my brain... which didn't happen...
I GIVE UP
Thursday, August 12, 2004
-8/12/2004 09:13:00 PM
something utterly wrong happened today, I don't know why it happened..
just hope that it won't get any worse.
Monday, August 09, 2004
-8/09/2004 04:46:00 PM
everyone's not blogging anymore... all studying....while I'm just online slacking away...
really pray that my name won't end up at top ten from the bottom of the J2 cohort for chem... that HOD's gonna pin it up yet again... not surprised Daniel Khor does the same....crap
Friday, August 06, 2004
-8/06/2004 06:21:00 PM
National Day celebrations today were good. JUst that I didn't get to catch it at all.
Was stuck at the viewing gallery with the string ensemble entertaining the VIPs with live music during the reception. The good thing was that we got to perform a new song, Handel's Hornpipe. Both Keith and I were sightreading the piece and we actually played better than most in the section hahah :) they neeeed us J2s laaaa haha :p
went to cine wif classmates to watch the village after the celebrations... wasted my $7.50..such a lousy show.. bleah. it was sooo.. out of point?
didn't really watch the movie in peace, was worried abt stuff.. thankfully It was nothing worth worrying abt...
why am I always so paranoid.... why...
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
-8/03/2004 10:23:00 PM
totally blew it today.
i think i'm possessed by some demon. excuses.
part of life? dreadful.
why am I so childish? Haven't I done enough damage already?
life's so vulnerable
Monday, August 02, 2004
-8/02/2004 08:22:00 PM
new motivation to study!money and activities after exams!
met with an ice-cream disaster at macs today lol. the whole chunk of ice cream just jumped off from its cone, argh...no one taught it so sit still i guess..
really embarrassing, ice cream all over our bags... yucks lol... luckily we managed to get tonnes of tissue frm the macdonald guy
thoughts of life after NS are stuck in my mind right now, where is God leading me? what course should I do? where should I study? Hope It turns out best for both of us.. HOpe the pain of separation is bearable, obstacles in life huh!
A levels come first I guess, STOP THINKING SO FAR MATT!
Sunday, August 01, 2004
-8/01/2004 10:06:00 PM
study hard => do well for prelims and 'A'levels => holidays! cruise! sentosa! wadeva! fun! ahhh!
