matthew
4 dec 1986
Loves God

-3/30/2007 04:59:00 PM



found this pic from one of my friend's blog..

woohoo! i want my relationship to be liddat :)


anyway to add on to the previous post haha
andy just told me that he was posing as a Singtel personnel.. hahahaha.. oh well.. singtel dude calling at 12 midnight.. very hardworking hor andy lee


-3/30/2007 10:54:00 AM

my dream and target for myself by 30 years old:
to master the saxophone instrument and perform as a soloist.
God please help me to fulfill this dream

ive got 10 years :) gotta start soon! haha.. an alto sax's gonna cost more than 1k..
need to find a saxophone teacher too..

i wonder whether it will end up like my piano, violin , guitar..
nv really mastered any of them, never really liked practising them, lost interest very quickly.
i love performing in the orchestra though. i wonder what it would be like standing on the stage wif a supporting band, blowing the crowd away wif my saxophone skills, if i get ever get to that stage


wah i really cant stand the flies at my office, they keep coming and coming after i keep killing and smashing them, the flies at my office are not afraid to die, the only place they hover is anywhere around me, into my ear, my nose even, into my shirt... and the insecticide sprays dun work on them.. argh..




haha anyway last night i slept really early.. like 11pm.. i was asleep the instant my head touched the pillow.. then after i heard my phone ringing.. thought it was my alarm.. scrambled to the phone and it was an unknown number calling.. i picked it up, half awake..i really cant rem what the person on the other line said.. i was still zombified, but it sounded really official.. like "Some insurance company, or some police call, or some salesman, or something.. i really cant rem.. then at the end of that super serious statement made that guy.. i heard the name.. mr andy lee.."ARGH.. this andy.. made a prank call.. while i was sleeping haha.. but i think i had no reaction.. have to ask andy, i think when i heard Mr Andy Lee, i was like uh huh.. can i talk to u later, i wanna sleep a while more.. or something liddat.. hahahaa.. i thought it was 6am or something liddat already.. coz i felt like i was sleeping super long already, then i checked my phone clock.. ARGH.. it was still 12am.. hahahaa..

andy by the time u read this.. i think i wud have killed you already.. hur hur


-3/28/2007 11:43:00 AM

Some would say that You cannot be found
And some would say that You are far away
But I know You're the God who lives in me
And I know You will always have my heart.

'Cause you are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good, you are good.

Some would say that You cannot be found
And some would say that You are far away
But I know You're the God who lives in me
And I know You will always have my heart.

'Cause you are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good, you are good.

You are the only One
You are the One that I desire
You are the only One, my King.

'Cause you are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good, you are good.

'Cause you are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good
And Your love endures forever
You are good, you are good.

You are the only One
You are the One that I desire
You are the only One, my King.

You are the only One
You are the One that I desire
You are the only One, my King.


-3/26/2007 09:41:00 AM

had a really tiring weekend with minimal sleep

sat had to wake up early for a soccer match, as expected, i wasn't fit for the match, our opponents were much faster and fitter than most of us.. i'll need an exercise regime soon! something's seriously wrong wif the weather, the sun was blazing down from 10am to at least 5pm.. i really felt like fainting after the match.. haha..

headed down to tany's house to chill.. ended up feeling quite crappy coz of a fever.. but it went away after we left tany's house haha.. must have been heat exhaustion..

down to Tony Roma's!! really thank God that when we got there, the place was almost empty, so they could easily accomodate 14 people :)
thank God that the surprise for Miao was a success! tany, lionel, myself, andy and sea each wore a paper bag over our heads, spelling out the sentence "Hi Miaofeng! Happy 12th Birthday! Haha.. " everyone was staring at us la.. what are these clowns doing man.. hahaha.. i guess Miaofeng must have thought the same thing too when she came in. haha.. oh well. it was fun! haha. kudos to tany for the idea, which i initially was really reluctant to do.. haha..

the SNAKE PAPER BAG GANG


praying for miao :)


my ahbeng shot



sean taking on a full slab of ribs on his own





many bdays in april..

anyway ytd we had small groups for jyc.. and we were sharing abt the reality of Hell.. the thought of hell's everlasting destruction really scared me.. not the idea of eternal pain.. but the feeling of eternal separation from God will just kill me..


it was pouring like mad this morning.. the thunder sounded like techno when i woke up.. coz it was so random and loud and it kept coming and coming.. haha.. and.. again.. i didn't feel like going to work.. thank God for mummy for forcing me off my bed yet again.. haha


zzz.. my office's really cold and has a lethargic aura all around.. i think i'll sleep after dinner tonight..


-3/22/2007 10:56:00 AM

need sleep, but i always can't enuf of it, no one can
asked my mom last night to pull me/force me/tickle me/do whatever it takes to get me out of bed at 7 haha.. coz missing one day of work has caused me a lot of catching up to do haha, but im still blogging anyway, coz i wanna share abt what ive learnt at jyc meeting ytd.


we learnt abt the obedience and humility of Jesus from the passage Philipians 2:5-11
abt Jesus' relationship with God

Jesus, althought he was one wif God, he stripped Himself of all privileges, assumed the guise of a servant, in that He became like men and was born a human being. He lived a selfless, obedient life, and then died a selfless, obedient death, and the worst kind of death-cruxification. From THE MESSAGE, it shows that because of that obedience, God lifted him high and honoured him far beyond anyone or anything, ever, so that all created beings in heaven and on earth-even those long ago dead and buried- will bow in worship before this Jesus Christ, and call out in praise that he is the Master of all, to the glorious honor of God the Father

Similarly, our attitude should be the same as that of Jesus Christ
Just as God exalted Jesus for his humility and obedience, God will also exalt us, if we humble ourselves before God and be obedient to his calling. How does God exalt us? For example, if we are obedient to our parents, our parents will trust us even more and respect our decisions in the future, it's like a chain reaction, where if we trust our parents for their advice for us, they will trust us in return, then there will be less naggings, and the family will be as one. This is one way God will exalt us.


I guess as sons/daughters, we must choose the first step of being obedient towards our parents, although sometimes it's difficult, humility comes from God.


-3/19/2007 09:04:00 AM

had a very fulfilling weekend :)

fri's bbq was great! and fellowship after tt was better! was in the same grp as jiahao, eduard and timmy, i must say i really really really respect jiahao for how he is willing to sacrifice so much to serve God and serve his ppl, no matter how bz or sick or down he is, he still trusts God to carry him through..

sat : SYNERGIZE CONFERENCE! THANK YOU ANDY FOR THE PASS! LOVE YOU! haha. anyway, wah was really really really impacted by Matthew Barnett, and how his sharings are so uncanningly relevant to our lives right now. Jesus told the lame man to rise up and walk; Jesus told the lame man to do something which he couldnt do since he was born, something he believed it's impossible, i guess God is trying to tell us to not just take on what we think we are capable of, but humble ourselves and rely on God to take on bigger dreams, things we alone cannot accomplish, but with God nothing's impossible.

Jeanne Mayo shared a story at the night concert, it was abt 40 christians who were forced by soldiers to strip naked and stand in the cold icy wind slowly and agonisingly freezing to death, unless they denounce christ. they were each given a lit candle, their only hope. One by one, the christians fell onto the icy ground, giving up their lives for the Lord, until the very last one, where he shouted " I can't take it anymore , i give up, i denounce Christ!"
The captain of the soldiers stood way behind, watching this tragic tribulation he had called for. Then, he took off his armour, walked naked all the way to the 39 bodies on the floor and said "If 39 of them could give up their lives for the Lord, then what they have given up for must be something worth dying for, and it's real!"
The next morning, there were 40 bodies on the icy ground.

I guess this season is preparing us to step out of our comfort zones, to become broken for God and form up an army for Him !
And then came Pastor Sam on Sunday, where he shared on taking up responsibilities as men, to rise up! If we men don't rise up, the women in church will not, because God will not allow it to happen.
And during Jyc worship, God led Tany to use the song "Take All of Me"


I love You
All of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ, take my life
Take all of me


God take all of me


-3/16/2007 11:46:00 AM

funny pics of urinals around the world,
our world strives in creativity in all areas, even in the toilets






eeew.. i can't imagine


what on earth??



hmm..



whahhaa.. worse than beheading



wahahaa Saddam Hussein




my favourite :)



-3/15/2007 09:17:00 AM

just finished laughing at may's sec one photos.. haha

aiight, had a really great time at jyc meeting ytd, everyone was on time for a start! just realised this week i'm gonna be in church 5 out of 7 days.. i think i need to pack my toiletries/sleeping bag/pillow and bring to church to camp out le.. haha. i can't imagine how im gonna cope when i start sch.. it's gonna be a lot harder, and what I learnt ytd was.. as the going gets tougher, we shld not ease our load and do less, but strengthen ourselves and prepare to take on more. looking at how the other leaders find time every night after a whole day at sch and work to plan for the jycers, it can only be God's love that's pushing them on, and their love for the younger ones.

today's the start of synergise, or synergy, i dunno.. haha.. all i noe is that almost all my friends are gonna be there, while I'm stuck at work, while lionel's having exams, while tany has sch.. sad man. but there are two things keeping me sane.. God, and May Pang's Sec One PICS.. WHAHAHAHA.. cannot take it.

oh guys u shld check out the book of James, quite a short book, but the essence of the content is rich.

James 1:12 Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.


-3/14/2007 09:16:00 AM

finally got the time to post, have been really really bz lately

sat:
went to church in the afternoon to fold bulletins, powerhour, set up for Aunty May's wake
went for Julian(James' bro) bday party at his house after tt, had a great dinner!
after tt went back to church to set up 5th floor for children's service the next day as we borrowed some equipment for the wake
it was already almost 2am when we were done packing, bathed and fell asleep almost immediately.. but didnt really sleep thru peacefully, not used to queen's couch haha!

sun:
was a walking zombie in the morning due to lack of sleep, bathed and went for canto song practice! it was KY's 89th anniversary, but i guess this year's another special year due to Aunty May's passing.. the speech Ian made b4 our song was great too, and how Bishop Solomon affirmed him! wah.. i think Pastor Lilian and Uncle KC must have been really proud of him.
after tt was lunch at shaw tower wif NO PORK CHOP RICE. even the mee goreng tasted so so only.. i guess i was really irritated at that time haha.. sleepy and hungry with dashed expectations... but thank God for JH and tany, seriously, both of them can just stand on stage and get paid to do what they do.. tell their life story haha!
Captain's ball was great! just that there were too many injuries liao, but GOd always resolve everything :)

mon:
went to work as usual, after work, got a call from joel wong to join them to try out this new boardgame haha.. we took 3 hrs just to set up and TRY figuring out the WOW board game.. even Joel couldn't figure out the gameplay.. a few of us were just stoning there, eating icecream, playing around wif the figurines haha.. 3 hours gone.. i ate like 10 bucks worth of gelato laaa.. shiok shiok haha!

tues:
didnt go to work! hahaah.. firstly i was too tired to even roll out of my bed, secondly i had to finish up my sis's SS project, still cant input the music into the video though.. sigh.
listened to my mom talking for quite long about this book she's reading now "HEAVEN IS REAL", and how the author , some Pastor Dr David Cho from Korea, had seen Heaven and described it in the book.. and there are animals in heaven :)

soon after, got a call from Ian wong inviting me to join the committee for Big Hooha, being the free guy I am, i guess i have no reason to reject him.. after all, it's one way to serve God in. but i was quite reluctant as Ive never even attended a Big Hooha event b4 coz of army the past few years :( thought I could finally participate haha.. nvm. hope organising will be more fulfilling..

went for Big Hooha meeting last night in church at 730.. i guess this time round, it's not as easy as Brunch Out, or any other church camp.. this year we're gonna plan for 400 hundred ppl. it's gonna be a lot of work, and we're still coming up with ideas for games, and the location for the games.

shoutout: anyone who has ideas for games for 400 ppl and a huge area( preferably an abandoned office building, enclosed area) for the games, please please inform me thanks!

sigh..

there's gonna be JYC meeting tonight, long night again.
God gimme strength :)


random thoughts :
oh ya, i just bought contact lenses today, dailies, probably wearing it for soccer once a week only, maybe for captain's ball haha.. i think the last time i wore contacts were in jc.. i remember the first few days of contact lenses were a chore, i think i took like 10mins just to put on contacts hahaha! super waste of time.

and.. i just found out i have worship jamming this sunday after yc .. tt means no captain's ball for me .. boohoo..

there are so many flies and mosquitoes in my office! argh.. everytime i kill one, another will pop out from dunno where, sam even called me a mosquito-hunter, coz i'll report to her the moment i kill one hahaha.. i guess the truth hurts, ive got sweet blood :)

there's gonna be SYNERGY this thurs onwards, i wont be going coz of work :( so this week there's no chance of meeting up wif the usual peeps haha.. sad :( more time to myself i guess. haha..


-3/09/2007 10:14:00 AM

i remember when i was much younger, i disliked church camps, but was always forced to go..
during the camps, i would sneak into the church office and ask Aunty May if I could use her computer when she didnt need it, she allowed me to without suspecting anything..
i would then use her computer to play internet games while the camps were still running, and of course, aunty may caught me red handed.
from that day on, she labelled me as a rascal i think.


it was so unpredictable
asking myself, Am I ready to meet you Lord?


-3/08/2007 09:25:00 AM





caught this show last night wif some ycers..
it's a really good show, should be called the epic movie of the year haha..
rated M18
i think there was so much blood spilt in the movie that it could fill a swimming pool
i rate it 4/5 :)

too bad all u 17 yr olds and 12 yr olds (u noe who u are) can't catch it hahha..

hur hur.
i can't believe im gonna be 21 this year.
it's as if ive wasted my youth and been thrown into young adulthood like daniel into the lion's den.

i wanna be forever 20 :(


-3/07/2007 01:36:00 PM



A picture speaks a thousand words
lemme add a few for you guys
starting from the right
tany: apparently in a trance, probably had a vision of the future in his head
benw: apparently feeling very gay(happy), probably excited that tany was beside him
lionel: apparently working wif utensils in sch is not enuf, probably had a recipe for tany's ear in mind
myself: apparently not very awake, probably didnt want to be in that picture
andy: apparently very yandao, it's probably true from the picture above

buddies :)






my eyes were closed in all the photos yesterday! ahhhhhhhhhhhh...

i guess i was just too tired after work, the rain was just causing me to be even more sleepy.. i was almost forcing my smiles i think haha..

but thank God for great friends :)
especially vic.. goodness.. her head movement nv fails to bring laughter, although it has been like 2 weeks already hahaha.. and parachuting with a table.. -.-
and.. the look on the waiter's face when he saw the flash chute pop out.. PRICELESS.. hahaa..

i guess regardless of where we hang out, eat, chill.. it doesn't matter, the feeling's the same.. looking forward to more hangouts :)..
before everyone starts school anyway :( sob sob..


-3/06/2007 02:53:00 PM

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-3/06/2007 02:43:00 PM

got this from alwyn's blog











hehe.


-3/05/2007 10:17:00 AM

ytd during yc pastor lilian mentioned abt how God has given a specific gift to each and everyone of us, and we prayed for one another abt this gifting..

one thing's for sure, i dun have the gift of encouraging someone and giving him/her optimism. i think i'm too used to poking fun at ppl that when someone's down or feeling lost, i'm just left either speechless, or saying the wrong stuff,
that's one area which i really need to work on.

anyway really sad that i had to leave earlier during captain's ball for family dinner, last day of cny mah .. but it was a really great dinner haha.. got to bond wif my family.. disturb my sis and my granny.. hur hur

anyway.. was really really stoned last night when i got home, couldnt sleep coz i was waiting for my hair to dry off, decided to try out the windows live messenger games with may.. hahaha.. we tried this game called " SAVE MOMO".. wahhaa.. a bit retarded.. then we settled for minesweeper flags! haha.. may u need more practise.. muahahaa

yarp the weekend flew past so quickly.. disgustingly fast..
wanna go on a holiday haha.. maybe hong kong maybe malaysia.. see how.. if anyone wants to go overseas pls bring me along thanks! haha


-3/02/2007 01:49:00 PM

just came back from a super shiok lunch at hilltop restaurant, somewhere at jurong bird park.. it was a japanese/indonesian mix.. shiok shiok!

we started wif lou hei, due to some business partnership or something..
then out came the sushi!
then one by one the indonesian dishes started coming out
fried rice wif koropok!
fish head curry,
ayam goreng,
soft shell crab,
satay
kang kong
sambal scallop!! (SHIOK)
prawn
steam egg (some japanese dish)

but the highlight of the lunch was.. some really hot girl from the other company! but she's like 22 :( and she's chinese speaking :( haha.. oh well..

don't drool on ur keyboards k.. it might cause it to malfunction

anyway! i had a great day today, so far anyway, hope u guys had a great day too!


-3/01/2007 09:20:00 AM

SHOUT OUT TO ALL ACSIANS AROUND THE WORLD!!
HAPPY 121TH FOUNDERS DAY!


come to think of it, ive celebrated 12 years of founder's day, from primary one to jc2.. always looked forward to founder's day, as it always meant an extra holiday for us! haha.. but now when i'm working and out of school, i really miss celebrating founder's day wif the ac family..
there were years when the whole ac family would gather at the indoor stadium, and we wud have this massive celebration! there was one year where this dude BENJAMIN SUN had 11 A1s for O levels haha.. and he was congratulated on stage in front of like.. tens of thousands of students.. i wonder what that feeling wud be like..i dun think i will ever get to find out haha..


ok anyway
the series LOST is back!
time to make a choice haha..

issit claire from HEROES







or


KATE FROM LOST~






Not a difficult choice huh.. lol

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